I looked at everyone in peace and thought about everything that have gone through. And from there, i finally knew some things that i have never thought it would happen before but it happened. I perspective of friends changed. I cant trust in any of them anymore. When u need help, u come to me. When u feel sad, u come to me, thinking that i am forever not as sad as u. Halo? What do all of u take me for? When u have friends, u take me as glass and see me as transparent. When u are alone, u call for me. What do all of ur take me for? U all always come to call for me only when u feel lonely, in search for help. U all call me to complain about everything, its okay but i hate it when u all think that i am not caring for all of ur. Halo? What am i to ur? A friend? Really? I dun think so....ur take me as shit. U all only come to me when ur need help. What about me? When i need help.... no one is there to help me.....no one is there to encourage me.....no one bothered to care. What the hell do all of ur take me for? I had enough. I vougue that i can never trust in any friends cos no one cared for me. When i just want to say something to u all, some run away. Do u know how i felt? I felt that i should never thank u all for anything ever again. No matter it is intentionally or not, no matter its just for fun or not. But just to let all of ur know that i already lose my confidence in friendships totally. I have no friends but only schoolmate. Sad to say..... but its really true.