Yesterday was sec 4 farewell. Rather unhappy with my maths result so i guess it did affect my mood for the performance. Tried to put it aside but it comes back every there and then. I think our performance was just terrible. Like seriously horrible as compared to last year. But the dance item was funny though. Hope the sec 4s didnt mind the last minute preparation. Like seriously last minute. So the sec 4s dressed up in the pyjamas which they all look good in. I guess. Yup nothing much. But i was really really really really hungry as i didnt eat for the entire day. Then announced that ms seah is leaving. Shes going out to try out another job that she has found as she wants to try out new stuff. So she was like so hesitant to come up to talk to all of us and she cried. Yup and when she told us many things that she gone through in PL and GB, gosh! It was super duper sad........i was like tearing and tearing. I dun want her to leave but cannot larh. One question that strucked me when she spoke to us is that: why is the good always leaving and the bad always stays? But i want to thank her for her guidance and ya.....many many things. Thank her for taking care of me when i have an attack in camp. And look after me for the next few days till i take my stage 2 and 3 drill test. Thank her for looking after me when im 'bai kar' And many girls cried. It was just sudden and i just couldnt control and just that moment, there were so many flashback of her. I just hope that after her marrige, she would be happier than being a teacher here. So, there were food. I was super hungry and just eat and just thought that the food was nice. Yea. At least its much more better than camp food. Then sec 3 taking up new roles as the sec 4s step down. Nothing much. Just felt that sometimes, always the ones that in the wrong gets roles and those that didnt do anything wrong gets nothing. just have to accept it. Just felt that shouldn't have taken up DI. So those that becomes Asl and Sls and heads and PCs. congrates. You sent me an sms last night, i felt super super super disturbed. Cos i really dunno what are u getting at. Maybe trying to tell me that u got that role and i didnt. I dunno. At least i know that officers, okay maybe only that one, thinks that i am not able to take up that role so i didnt get it. But i didnt regret it cos i already knew i couldnt so.........
kay so exchanged gifts, many weird weird stuff. Got that toilet brush thing from my jie. I was like wth. then it says: Brush up 4th coy drill standard. then i was like chey. Then got hangers, candles and FOOD!!!!!!!!! omg best presents! I love eating. Just look at my size and you will understand that im a glutton. Then went up with yi hua for the sec 2 talk. Look for my mom and sat at the back. Then was very bored by the talk that i fell asleep. Then when it ended, my mom went to ask mr teo if i was naughty. he was like no larh. shes very discipline. can tell from the way she commands parade in her cca. i was like what! Then went to the canteen to get a drink then walk to the assembly area to the bench to take my bag. But my mom was like: eh did UR melissa come today? then i was like: didnt u hear from debbo that she came today. Then she was like wanting to see that xing zhu de. Then i called her and she came down. Ya. Then she said i look like her. I was like HUH!! I didnt expect that from her. Then she said i was shorter than that zhu. Ya thats abt it. Then i went home. To sleep.