asshole! U JUST SMASHED MY ENTIRE DAY! DO U KNOW THAT?! I thot i could have spend some good and fun and useful time with my family. I mean finally i have time with my family, it could have turned out well but U CHOSE TO SMASHED MY DAY.
What is wrong with u? Are u too free? I knew u will read this. But i dont give a shit. I already told u we are going to be friends. U chose not to accept it. Do u wanna see what am i capable of? Maybe now u will see my true self. I dunno. But i seriously had enough. Tired enough to solve and settle all the problems and try to put up with ur attitude towards me. Maybe i treated u that way becos i wanted u to have a feel of how u treated me and everyone else.
Actually i was enjoying my day at IMM and Jurong point. And in Jurong point, was smsing melissa and shannon and having fun boasting how efficient i was in geog project. Aha was fun and i managed to spend alot of time laughing and all of a sudden, THIS SMS CAME IN. And i found out who was the culprit of giving my number to her. Thanks alot arh. I thot u were smarter to not give my number and so.........u were the last that i suspected. Then i sms u, u were like ya. I was shocked. Real shocked. Then when i was reading and trying to squeeze out some reply, i nearly teared cos u just smashed everything and i lost all trust in u. U showed her the sms i sent u. U broke my trust. Whats the diff from complaining? U told zina too. I felt so crap when reading all the scolding from ur dearest friend. Wasted? I dun feel so. I dun feel that being friends with u is wasted. And by doing all these things to me, it can contribute to being enemies u see. Let me explain why i decided to just be seniors with u. cos i need to concentrate on my studies and i realised with u around, i cant have a time whereby i can feel happy and relaxed for studying, so thats one. And i dun want to return back to the past where i get all stressed up again by all the problems. Whenever with u, i just felt the stressness even when i think im happy but sadly, im not. Okay im telling u all the truth here. I admit im pissed. U dun like my circle of friends, then i shall not say anything cos i love them. ewww. okay that sounds gross. Shewyl ho is out of her mind now. When u go around telling people all these things, i just the: I SHOULD JUST LEAVE U FOR GOD SAKE. U really smashed my day. Dun feel sorry cos im partly to blame. Was talking to esther abt enrolment on fb, then suddenly this phrase came past: IF LIFE GIVES U LEMONS, U MAKE LEMONADE. wow. how i wish i can do that.
ok, anyway, this post was written on impulse and when im really that angry so.....dun take it to heart. i'll post again when i simmer down.