Come let me inroduce my 'boyfriend' to you guys.Next, my 'girlfriend'.
Next, my 'darling'. *hair stands*. Strangling me under her armpits. You think very nice smell isit???? (oh my gosh i hope she dont see this)

AND HERE COMES THE SWEET PART....
my 'boyfriend' protecting me from that armpit woman.

I did the prefects re-selection. I opted out 5 people in a minute. I've already had those people in mind. And it seems like i dont have to say who it is and everybody knows. HAHA. But they are loved by teachers so theres a high chance that they wont get out. Sighhhhh.... but seriously, prefects dont behave like they do.

darling have to mop the hall during cca today. Happy moping. Lose fats, mop the floor.

As promised, our gang decided to tease calista with her OH NO that her erhum wrote. Didnt blog yesterday as i had nyaa and so i reached home feeling really drained and plus there were 3 test today. Nyaa was kinda fun though.
Today. 3 test down. And one thing that kept bothering me now is chinese presentation tomo. I havent did a thing. I shall and i will do it later. Today sure is tiring. 3 test in a day. Plus its more or less essays. Summary was dang. I was staring at the question blankly. Lit was rushing and crapping my way through. Time was short. 3 questions in 30 mins? I've only written short paras. Geog was another killer. I was like wth is that picture??? And asking myself is that was land or water pollution. Cos the pic showed littered grass and i think next to it was some pool of water. Whapiang. Kill me.
Finally today i get to go home early. And bio was fun. Esp when mrs phua brings in things to keep us entertained and not die of boredom. She came in during the second period. So we practically played through the first period. She brought in tadpoles. AHHH so small!!!!!! And their blood circulation is scary. Its eeeeeeee. Ok forget it.
Tomo ndp rehearsal. And gb too. And we get to miss 2 periods of chinese. How awesome~

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Hou lao shi was so funny omg. I swear that all of us laughed like mad. It was before cca started and we saw her. Talked to her for a while and suddenly mr teo popped by. Then i was like hello mr teo. Then he did the most disgusting thing i ever saw: He winked back at me. Then hou lao shi was like *translated* whats he doing huh? He think hes the only one who can wink isit. WO YE KE YI OKAY! Then she placed her arms on her hips and started winking. OMG I SWEAR IT WAS SOOOOOO DAMN HILARIOUS that i couldnt stop laughing.

WULALA i cant wait for chapel tomo. Its been really long since the last time we had chapel. And tomo theres public speaking. Whalao i hate it-.- And theres bowling which i dont look forward to go for it.

Tuesdays are killer. OHOH i shant talk abt the thing that happened in the morning. Geog was boring. And maths was ultra funny at the end.
mdm c: thank 'queue' gals~
(some stood up)
we: thank you good bye and god bless you mdm c.
mdm c: whos that at the back? When someone teach you some knowledge, you ought to have some basic respect and courtesy to thank her. And lift up your 2 buttocks to thank the person. Is it that difficult?
OMG sooooo funny can? I was laughing like some mad woman. 2 buttocks! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
Then D&T was just a shut off point for me. She kept yelling and yelling at every group after she scolded one grp. And she was scolding my grp for no good reason. HALLO! ONE ACRYLIC PIECE MUST 3 PERSON DRAW LINE ONE ARH? Like wth. The acrylic piece is the only thing that needs to be cut first before we can split up jobs mah. And 3 people working together is better than 1 person doing the job and the other one staring at her draw the line. So what if i just sit there and stare and stare and stare? Wont you scold even more??? I really dont know what you want.
English test was difficult. I didnt really understand the passage. It was filled with tamil words~ And the vocab was dang. I didnt understand. It was just pure guessing the word and trying to fit into the phrase and see if it sounds great. HEHE.
Chinese was okay larh.
Prayer meeting was kinda good today. Kinda worked out for the first time. Cos i see esther....
Drill was running around contingents to correct the sec 1s. Apparently they werent serious and theres no response at all. Joined jie and josmin and jolene for a while. Was laughing and banging the table. AHA i love argue-ing with people. And she kept making fun of me and my earing. Stupid her....
Went home and was dead tired. Like now.

Was chatting with shannon. Shes damn funny. DE-STRESSED.
From the topic of death to the topic of shannon rocks. And telling her abt my selfish thought ever since i knew the meaning of 'die'. I've always wished that i passed away before my mom. Cos i dont dare to face it. And yes, that may be selfish. But if i ever find out that my mom passed away, i'll just jump and join her. HAHAHAHA okayyyy that sounds scary. And im not emo-ing. Im just stating facts. Facts that i felt i was so selfish. But i still wished it will happen cos i really cannot bear to see her leaving my side. Ok maybe things do change next time. And shannon claims that she rocks. And her catch expression: -.-

Whats the difference between football and soccer?
Okayys, tonight going to G.hospital to visit my ahma. Mummy's picking me there.
I just received a sms saying:
What if I love you and you love me and we both don't say it bcos we're afraid who the other love is not ourself. What if you know I love someone and I know you love someone but we both think it couldn't be each other. What if bcos of this, we stopped loving each other and moved on?
Ok.... my heart is dead. I dunno what to say.
Anywayss, today was considered the best day in the entire month. Cos its monday. And monday's timetable is rather slack. And i fell asleep during history, cos i was tired. HAH what a good reason. And bio became self revison. WHOOHOOO! YESSSS!!! Ok, i sound like some naughty girl now. And PE was damn fun. And shannon ran alot. Shes damn funny. And IT was alright. AND WE CANNOT FACEBOOK!!! Cos the teacher would log us off. SADDDDD: There comes the most exciting part....
we went to consult ms kok for our product. OMG she finally said APPROVED. She said its a good product. YAY. And litong was once again the funny one. She told ms kok to give her 1 s to discuss. Then we were like 1 sec huh. Ms kok ask for the length. Then she was like eh sheryl how arh? Eh come up with ratio better. Then i was like: erm 2:3 larh. Then she told her. And she was impressed with the stupidest answer we ever gave a teacher. But she finally said YES. OMG. Finally. And now we have to redo 2 pages of portfolio.
Then saw jie on the bus. We were so near each other but she had to sms me. I was like whapiang -.-

My ahma is ONCE AGAIN in the hospital. And this time, im really really afraid of losing her. And i cant afford to lose another one. I really cant. Please dun take her away from me.

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i wished i never knew you.

How i wished time would stop at weekends.... But it would never happen. But i still wished it happened

Today went for P&D. Got my DI badge. My hard earned badge. On the way there, it poured. What a good day to rain huh. Luckily i brought my umbrella. So we sat at macs for 20 mins, thinking that the rain would stop but it became worst. So we decided to take a busto the nearest bus-stop. Then while walking there, there were puddles all over so we were hopping and jumping from place to place. In our gb uniform. Then we kept laughing ang laughing cos we havnet used the umbrella for a very long time, so we didnt know how to hold the umbrella properly. Omg damn funny. People were staring at us hopping around. Then jolene suddenly put down the umbrella, she forgotten that it was raining. Oh my goodness damn funny. Our tour to gb hq was fun. Service was alright. Davina led in worship. Aye, not bad. Then i decided not to go for ndp today cos its gonna end at 11pm. Which i dun think my mom allows. So i decided to give it a miss. So me and jolene headed home, i was so tired and i dont know what i was thinking abt so deeply that i fell into a puddle of water. Jolene was like laughing at me. And she didnt tell me becos she thought i would have seen the puddle since it was such a BIG POOL OF WATER and i was looking down on the floor when i was walking. So she saw no reason why i didnt see the pool of water. HAH. I was thinking abt somethings mah... So today, the both of us kept laughing and laughing. Then here i am, at home.
Ms chang said we need to go for another national project cos we nearly failed the last one. Sighhh another one for me to worry. But i shall try my best. Although i know its difficult.

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I didnt wear anything. I mean i wore uniform. And im glad that i didnt screw up oral. I cried when it was like going to be estee's turn and next its me. I cried cos i was really really really urgent as i need the toilet really badly. I told shannon that i would rather give this test up than having to bear with it for 2 hours. So the three of us prayed and ya, they told me to ren~ Its just a few mins more... SO i was crying and crying and kept wanting to go to the toilet. I swear this was the first time i needed the loo so badly. And ya, i hope i did okay. When she said ok thank you. I chiong to the toilet. Something i learnt was to have faith and trust in god. And he would calm us down. Then i helped them to polish their boots. And they said they would pay me next time. HEH im gonna be rich. HAHAHA. Well, i guess badgework was good. Cos i learnt alot of things from there. I took stage 1 love platoon. And omg. Their drill sucked. And there was this particular sec 1 girl who kept clinging on to me. OMG. EWWW. And so shannon and rachel and yihua and so much more others were laughing and giggling and making fun of me. Gosh. Then on my way to the bus stop, shannon and rachel was like poking fun of my plight. Saying that its a love octagon or something like that and told me not to cheat on him. WTH.
Then mummy came to fetch me. So we went to hougang mall. Actually wanted to go into timezone but i got chased out cos i was wearing mufti. Like wth larh, im wearing a cca shirt and its not a UNIFORM for goodness sake. So we went to walk around instead.
Reached home at 9 plus. Polished boots from 10 to 11. Slept at 12.

Days just passed. Had maths test yesterday, had argumentative today, theres oral tomo.
Yesterday had nyaa. Bowling was boring towards the end and it sucks when u cant strike after learning those techniques. Today had a class debate during geog. Our debate turned out horrible. The class was just agitated. Sighhhh.
On my way home today, i received a call from mummy. She told me that auntie germaine just passed away this morning. I just broke down in the bus. She met with a accident. JUST TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH THE MONTH JULY??????? Why must all these things happen. WHY?! Someone tell me why... Why must the people around me just leave me one by one? wei shen me????
oral tomo... gb too.

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I bought a presieee for yihua. And its some kind of small but its nice. And i hope u dun mind. But its much bigger than a speck of dust, so dun worry. When i bought that, kor thought i was buying a erhum....condom. I was like WTH. NO. Im tired and i have things to be completed.

I just received a sms from someone. It says: LIFE IS A MAZE and LOVE IS A RIDDLE.
I think i somehow get it, but at the same time, i dun get it. Is there a hint behind this sms?
Gosh im too tired to figure that out. Im really really really am tired. How i wished life could be any easier. But then, we wont learn anything at the end of it all. But i how i wished life wasnt a maze.

Aye, im running a fever of 38.2. And i am overly stressed up. Cos theres too many things on my mind.
1) tomo's sports enrichment continues. So it means no going home early but going home even later. Ya thanks alot.
2) No going home early means no time to study for tests on thurs.
3) Fri must wear the stupid costume cos if not, we will get scolded as stated by my seniors. They said that the last time they didnt wear, they were scolded really badly.
4) For that matter, i thought i could pon sch, but theres eng oral.
5) My D&T got rejected again.
6) Must redo portfolio.
7) I HAVE NO TIME TO DO ALL THESE.
8) Please spare me.
Drill today was alright. Took stage 3. I was kind enough to give them a total of 16 mins break. For the first time in my life, i gave them a 8 mins straight. Never did i ever do that before. I was much distracted today as i kept thinking of all those problems above. And their drill was okay larh. Till wenhui came, she got really pissed off. And shes fiercer than me now. Whao. And i called out names today as being told to do that. I have never really called out names individually. But i was stressed to do that. And im really sorry. Anw, went home with jolene. We kept laughing and laughing at this guy who is so gay on the bus. So i laughed till she got off the bus.
My voice became hoarse. So xin ku. I zao xia so badly. And i never did before. And once again, im sorry.
Im really really really tired. And i really really really dun feel like talking much.
Will update next week i guess. Or maybe friday. Not sure.
BYE BYE

Today was ultimately fun! I was so hyper and i got tired during service.
Today my mom woke up with me early in the morning. 7am. Today was the first time she saw me in full-u. For the past 2 years, she havent really seen me in uniform. She was like: AYE, i didnt know u look so smart in uniform. Haha. So, i left the house at 8 and met up with jolene. So we walk walk walk to plmc. Saw yihua and some others. And sotong yihua called me at 7.45 asking me whether i've reached. i was like: HUH! omg dun scare me please. I thot its 8.30? Then she was like oh really~ Tsk. So we got bored and started camwhoring.

Just look at our eyebags!
mrs soh's baby! So cute!!!!!! Esther's DI badge sure looks tempting!

We got so bored while waiting for people to come down after their service. Which is around 2 hours. SO we decided to do all these..........

Me, jolene,amanda and yihua

Im taller.

Im STILL taller although i look short here.

Amanda, esther and me.

Me and chinyee:)))))

Clara's the entertainer. It was super entertaining. She was hungry and so, she grabbed some food from the church. She's like the snowflake producer. But the truth is that: she spattering BISCUIT CRUMBS at us. She ate the biscuit and tries spattering crumbs out of her mouth. And shes addicted to the 'yellow medicine' a.k.a a drink. Dilluted. After she was full, she started dancing 'nobody', in front of everyone. Damn funny. We should have taken a video.

Yup. I collected about $208. YAY!!!!!!! Gosh. Im very satisfied. Cos i did so much better than last year. And i really wanna thank jolene for accompany-ing me wherever i go and helping me throughout the whole day. I really really really am grateful. Thanks dearest! And i wanna thank those out there who donated. And god. And we made a conclusion: always approach boys. They are far more generous than ladies. They give you a $10 note at one shot. AND there was one guy who was super hilarious. When me and jolene aprroach him. He was like OH! I HAVENT INTRODUCE YOU GUYS TO MY RICH WIFE. Then his wife was like: Rich my head arh. Im a poor slave. Gosh that guy was just totally funny. I still like mrs soh's baby. Its damn cute~ Oh and he was screaming throughout the service. Till mrs soh had to bring him out.

And bianca came down to see us. See her dua flower on her head. She said its used to beautify her head.

Ohwells, im tired after a day of repeating the same line over and over again. 'good morning mam, would u like to donate?' Oh gosh. Tired tired tired out. But i have to study for maths test now. See ya~

Tomo's fortnight. And i somehow dread to go. Cos i have too many things to do. And im so tired to wake up at 7, just to put on my full-u. BUT BUT BUT. Im in need of money! I've just collected about $19. So pathetic please. But my parents say they would fund me lotsa money when the deadline draws closer. Yay! I need money~
I just realised that i havent shine my boots. Heck larh, i shall do it tonight.

my mom made my bro to apologise to me. Cos he made me angry.
And he freaking danced to 'nobody'. So agua-tic. But i did laughed a little. But more of disturbed.

I've read some of people's blog. And i can tell they were so disappointed. But i like what esther said: what we took away is the important part whether we succeed or not. And another was: the grass is always greener on the other side. Jie's comforing herself. She was really prepared for the cruel results. But at least all of them learnt something important out of it. And congrats to davina. Dun feel so sad. :D Pbb holder aye, im sure no matter who passed, who failed, you guys are the best in god's eyes:)))))) And in 4th's eyes. And and ya......dun be sad lar you guys....:D

I know esther's going to kill me~ HELPPPP!

AHAHAHAHAHAh. Oh my gosh. I cant stop laughing! I just saw this pic. And i didnt know that boy was that gay. Eh melissa, ofe lost. This one gayer.

kelvin, lionel, arron and i forgot his name. Some angmoh.

I was talking to esther. And she disallowed me to say this. And i shall be good and not elaborate. HAAHAHAH wait. SHE JUST SAID HE WAS CUTE! OMG hahahahahahahhahaha. And she specifically told me not to tell him. (so lionel, if u see this, wash ur eyeballs) Yea, anyways, he looks damn gay. I havent seen him gay till this standard. YET.

Esther's funny.

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i scolded him. Yes, my brother. He made me so fed up with him in the public and i totally left him there. The coffee shop. And i went home. I locked him outside.Till my ma comes home. She will handle him.

Today is 17 July. I wanna wish geraldine, moly, kerine and bear happy birthday. And ya.....
School was alright. And i dun want to wear any traditional costume for next fri. And worst thing that i heard was that we will have to stand at the ''grassland'' if we dun wear and that ms gan will handle us. Like omg. Imagine more than half the school standing there. I dun like the live projection cos its just so funny. And i cant laugh cos teachers are there. And that banded classes will be taken away. Music was just retarded. I hate music lessons esp when there are irritating teachers. They are so irritating that they keep asking the same question over and over again. I nearly dozed off history. I like the video. Live lesson was just terrible. Got a big lecture from mrs R. Cos we were too noisy. And she kept repeating : self discipline is when theres nobody around you. or: it only takes ONE person who is irresponsible. It just that ONE person. Haiya....then she scolded monitresses and prefects. Poor them. Cos they were all doing their own things. And i guess i should reflect upon myself cos i think i have spilit personality. I behave well in cca but i dun think i behave well in class. Im like some xiao zhar bo please. Then chinese was just alright...
And theres so much things to be completed. And i owe melissa 2 favours.

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Tomorrow is your birthday. Sorry for not being able to pay my respects. I have HCL.

OMG I PASSED DI. Finally. It means all my hard work paid off. Was talking to jolene and found out that some people are just ultimately thick skin. What do u take me for? Come to me when u feel like it? And pretend u didnt know me when u've got ur own grp of friends? OHWELLS, i dun understand u anymore. And thats the end of it all.

There was no electricity in my house for more than 3 hours okay. Smelly woman came over to my house. School was kinda a laughing session today. Esp Bio. We laughed and laughed at almost everything that mrs phua said. Shes really open to us. Which teacher would actually tell us her prenancy experience~ Ohwells, Have to go for P&D. There was no electricity which equals to no fan, no lights, no nothing. So i decided to sleep as i was really really tired out. Till lionel called, i woke up. We played a little then i fell asleep again. By that time, my electricity came back. Then went on fb, and hear people ranting to me. That i got so irritated. Ohwells, i shall end here. cos im not thinking too well right now, and if i continue, i may type rubbish.

Labels: i finally understand the need of electricity

OMG OMG OMG! Save me! Ya know, someone just asked me a super weird question.
she: Hi
me: oh hello
she: btw, are we considered close?
me: huh erm i dunno
she: cos i think we very close leh. People say that we very compatible.
me: WHAT! erm ok... that person must be joking huh.
she: eh i keep seeing you on monday leh. Dont u think its so coincidental?
me: ERR ya. Eh i gtg. Bye.

OMG what did she just say???!!! EW. I dun wanna be with you. WTH. How sick~
Ahhh im mentally traumatised. Thanks to you.

OMG i suddenly miss Black Or White so much. Kaysss, anyway, today, i finally placed my D&T aside. Finally huh. Its been really long ever since i had a proper update. Today, nothing much though. I woke up and fell asleep in the car this morning. I was so tired. And i had to complete english compre. I promise my brain was more than just dead. Mrs Phua showed us the video. And debbo was like : omg so cute! After watching this video right, i really feel like sheng hai zi already. we guys were like HUH! ok, anw chinese was ok lar... Recess was just the funniest. We kept talking abt qtw and lim. And we were comparing whos prettier. Gosh. Then shannon concluded that qtw wore push ups. I had concelling along with amanda and ms teo. She was really nice. she kept pausing, somehow or another i felt that whenever she paused, i felt like crying. So she was very patient and we laughed and talked and reminded of past. Something that i said which made all of us laughed like mad. Seriously like mad. Then amanda was like pointing to me and all i could tell was that shes trying to say that im lame. Then there was this awkward pause again. And back to the sad topic. Went back to class and they were having chapel. Public speaking was kinda okay. Becos i got things to eat. And im happy with that. The angmoh teacher give kitkat as if its free. She didnt give bar by bar. She gave packs of it. And they seem to work in a mentos factory or something. Always give mentos one leh. Every single lesson. Litong was once again lame to the max. She wanted to open the pack of kitkat so that we can share it among ourselves. Then she was like: come, lets put ur hands together for the opening ceremony. OMG can! I suddenly didnt felt like eating the kitkat that she was opening okay. So cold~ Then went home with darling and some others. She likes OFE. So gay.

It has been long ever since i last posted. Sorry guys, too busy aye. I think sec 2 life is crazy. And yes, im going crazy. And im sure everyone is. Today, ms kok rejected my idea again. But after a second thought, she finally agreed. Thank god. After that, someone whom i thought was close to me just came up into my face and said: HAH i think A class deserves nice teachers and ur class doesnt. That why ur always so unlucky. Always kenna this kind of teachers.
Ya, thanks alot for ur comment. So what? I dun give a damn. And the least u could do is to keep the comment to urself and stop making people feel so miserable.

Labels: i can do all things, In christ alone

im contemplating whether to go swimming with that boy. With kor and his girlfriend too. I havent seen michelle in a long time. I shall see if my pile of homework is settled anot. Maybe we'll set it at SSS. If any of u guys are free, come look for me:D
SEE YA GUYS.

Everyone's out except me. Im so bored. Its so early in the morning and i yawned a estimated number of 13 times in 2 mins. So tired.......*yawn*

Im gonna spend one whole day doing this D&T. It sucks okay.
But nvm. I shall do it. I have a very bad headache now. And i dun feel like asking my mom for any ideas. Becos she may just come up with crappy ones. Like instead of a buckle for goggle, use the bra thing. I was like what the shit larh.
Argh save it. Ask my pa. But he may just come up with things that are more realistic.
And did i mention, my ma kept hinting to me some things which i find it unnecessary. She was like Sheryl, why not u make things that got to do with swimming. And there goes her eyes winking. I was like what crap. Im like trying so hard to think of something realistic and that maybe ms k would accept. And this involves marks. And there she is making fun of me. Again.
Drop the matter.

oh gosh. Dun say im slow. But i just found out that it was actually a ENERGY SAVING WEBSITE. i mean i know this web but i didnt know it was energy saving man. So cool. Isit becos its black? I like black.

ok, in the end, i still edited my profile.

I changed my blogskin. But im really lazy to change my profile and all. Wait till i feel like it. And i put a cbox hor, melissa. DUN U EVER DARE SPAMMMMMM IT. And i must really say jolene and shannon are really fast.

Hello. Its friday. Currently, im worrying about my undone D&T.

Today was health check up. I took so long. Oh my gosh. Even the last girl was already out and i wasnt. So fast huh. Then had 15 mins or so of maths. Recess was funneh. We were like talking abt shannon's fighting fish. Then calista was like: my fighting fish one year also never mate until die leh. Then someone added in: aiyo isit u buy wrong sex one? What the~ Music was per normal.... slacking away and facebooking. Live lesson was rather interesting today. That i feel mrs ramesh really taught us alot. And i am suppose to go for councelling! But that china teacher didnt allow. She was like scolding the hell out of me okay. She said something like (translated version) : why must it be at this time? Why must it be today? I know u purposely chose it on today right?!

What the heck. No comments. Did zuo wen while people kept saying some vocab. Went back to class. Saw mr teo sitting in the class without lights and fans. So eco-friendly huh. Then i told him what that china woman said. Then he was like wth tell her that its mrs lee who sad so. See what she can say. Wow i must say im impressed with his........Then went down to the canteen with shannon and rachel. Omg it was super hilarious. We were like fighting over gummies and phones and did some ransom exchange by taking away each other's stuff. I could only conclude that Shannon has got many guyfriends. That she keeps all their phone number in her phone. And rachel was like searching through her phone. Then there was this person called PERSON. whao. Then shannon was like getting kinda pissed and said it was her neighbour, evette. Oh i cant spell. Anyway, rachel really called to check and she said it was a guy. Wulala~ shannon......how could u lie to ur good friends? Then i have no idea why rachel named me Bee. With shannon being a mosquito and rachel being a dog. How interesting~ Then shannon was abt to get into her car without rachel. They both stood up and shannon sat down. Then rachel was so darn thick skin. She was like: eh, i think i get on the car first, i wait for u in the car larh hor. OMG. Crazy people have crazy thoughts.

im feeling so lost. And im so much distracted. I cant get on with my work. Seriously, i dunno what to do. Give me some time. I dunno how am i going to survive in school tomo. Thinking abt you every minute. feel honoured hor. But im preety sure i will be very distracted for the entire day.

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But i still need to say it. I wish that u could probably stop all these tags on people's blog. Even if u dislike them, thats not the way to solve it man. Seriously. I went to shannon's blog once again. And i just want you to stop whatever u are doing now. Pls dun make me go up to ur face and cai chuan you okay. Yes, i would say that i know who it is. So no matter how u are gonna ask me whether i think its you, i will just tell you a false ans. Oh god. My brain is dying. Im like so tired but i still have tons to do. Anw, back to the topic. I really didnt expect it would be you. Dun do this anymore.

OH GOSH i hate chinese. It kills me. Seriously. I need a break from chinese. And sad to say, i have 4 periods tomo. Oh just kill me...

He threatened me to put his face up on my blog. Which i did. See i so guai....

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And tomo is friday and then its monday again. Then that bian tai wants to bring her camera. Whalao~ so mean...
today was preeeeety alright. I was really crapped up during maths. That i wrote a letter to shannon and rant abt it. Dun feel like elaborating. Bio was funny. And the rest were just as boring. I was really dozing off lit and geog.
ok, seriously i dun feel like blogging. But theres something i wanna say abt shannon's blog. I just want the person to stop doing that. Seriously.
And tomo is friday. HCL. Thanks so much. Anyway, tomo going swimming with someone. Whom i dont intend to tell. :P
SEE YA SOON.

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Why must it be you? Why did you even do that? I have to say that you did something really wrong this time. You cant do that man. Its like so rude. And if you dun have the guts to tell that person that u dont like her, then dun do that.
Ok, anyway, today was just damn boring. English was again, productive. Public speaking was damn boring. I was abt to doze off till she called me and calista up.
Dun feel like blogging. Talk another time.

As you can see, everything died. Firstly was my earpiece. And then when i was suppose to go online to rant abt it, i found out my mouse died too. Hence, im using my lappy. OH WELLS.
Today, that girl came back to school. finally. During maths, mdm c gave us tidbits. How nice~ Oh D&T! I tell you arh, both of my ideas got thrown away. I was like oh gosh. So what am i going to do now??? She even said it may not be pair work or trio. Like wth larh, everyone was saying that its suppose to be done in a group. Ok, nvm... bu yao gen lao ren jia ji jiao. Then english, oh finally me and yi hua did something productive during that periods. Not saying that we always do inproductive stuff, but seriously, today we just kept so quiet and focused. So did formal writing. HCL, need to memorise that stupid poem. My brain is like going to die!
My mummy so nice, shes gonna help me think of ideas to do my D&T. And i really really really want to thank her for that.
Ok, so after sch, had meeting. So now i have with me 2 donation cards. YEAH. AGAIN. So, those of you guys out there, who is not a gb girl, pls help me. Thank you v v v v v much. Then went to library to look for those 2 naughty ones. And they were discussing abt why didnt they see me get flustered before. AND, its gb day on monday. we need to wear full-u. OMG. i really dun want. Its so uncomfortable! It strangles you when you sit. Like thanks alot.
So, i decided to head home. Then i was so shocked to see lionel downstairs my block. I was like why are you here huh? Then he was like: i have no school today cos i have somemore events on. AHUH. I see. I really didnt expect him to come. Talking abt him, amanda said that theres some girls in our school who has a crush on him. they say hes hot. HAHAHAHAHAAH. I couldnt help it but to laugh. So hes now staring at me type and forcing me to tell me what is going on. That small naughty boy is at home, as well as my auntie. Cos i asked permission from my mom whether could lionel come then she was like HUH?! ALONE?! Then i was like aiyo mummy..... then you call auntie come and look after the both of us lor. And she really sent them here. Hence, the rule from mummy is: NOT TO STEP INTO YOUR BEDROOM. hah. shes damn funny.
And you know that xing zhu de said that i like to look at men's swimming event becos they are half naked and that i like to see. I was like WTH NO WAY. I find amanda lim cool.
ANYWAYS, i've got lostsa things to do. And i shall consult the smart one next to me. ACS(I) ay.

I think sleeping is like so heavenly. I love to sleep. I can say that i love sleeping more than eating. So today, talked to that silly girl. Somehow had a friendly quarrel with her. Shes just so retarded. Keep calling me names. Which are so ~ you know what i mean. Then dragged to the topic whereby i will tell ttk what she will do to me. Then she came up with some nonsense which are so OMG. I freaking choked on water okay. Anyway, im tired....
I SHALL GO NAP. YAY.

NO CCA! Actually is only erm most probably. But note the word : MOST. HEHEHAHA. No cca means no need to polish boots, no need to prepare uniform. I think my uniform accessories are like all over my cupboard. But who cares? Wait till GB day. Hmm but its like one more week to GB day. I dunno why but i kinda feel weird. I hope we dont have to wear full-u. I'll die. And if we have assembly in class, i'll die even more. I need air con. Remember rachel and her whole back was like soaked. Like ew..... so gross. Dun touch her.

im like much distracted.

ok, i woke up at 7.30. Thanks to that naughty boy who made so much noise that i had to jump out of bed. Then i did lotsa stuff. So i completed geog work, project and youtube videos, chinese text and work, maths text and ace. so im left with D&T and bio. And i shall finish all these in 4 hours. Talking of bio, im like dying. So much to do. This stack of worksheet on my table waiting for me. Tomo new week starts all over again. SIGH~ my mom just realised that i kept meditating: mummy, i dun want to go to sch. But seriously i have no idea why am i like dreading term 3. In the past i used to dread reopens but not as much as this term. My mind is like going to explode soon. So much things on my mind. And i wonder if cca still continues...
Anyway, my papa and that 2 naughty boys are at home. Having them at home=no peace. Yeah, and there they are now making so much noise. Oh gosh! Nevermind, i think my father is going to bring them out later in the afternoon. And i will stay and home to sleep. Hehe. Tonight, mummy is going to bring us out for a treat. Cos she got something like a 100 bucks for the family or something along that line.

Labels: life is a battle

ok, this would sound insulting. cos i would say im the only girl among 3 boys. But who cares? They act like girls. Like me. Agua-tic. Anyway, went out with kor, marcus and lionel. Went to the Singapore shooting club. Pistol-ling is damn cool. Its like loud and even louder. My ears~ Anyway, we left that place and headed for timezone. It was really fun. And i like this game where you get to throw balls at the bugs. Its damn cute. Then we went to eat. I didnt eat much. I dun eat like some pig okay. Ever since school reopened, i didnt eat much. But i like milo. Its nice...
Yea, thats abt it. Im tired. Bye bye.

Hello guys. Speaking of religion, im not really that "INTO" religion. What actually matters is how we bring ourselves in life. So today, it was kinda sudden that suddenly b's mom came over. I was kinda shocked to see her. She seemed overly tired out and upset. And all i could do is to comfort her. I kinda remembered how she wished i was her daughter in the past. And all i did was to joked abt it with her. She told me at the wake, just by looking at me, she would be reminded of her daughter. I still cant get over how she teared when she saw me, holding my hands so tightly and all those. Then she gave me this amulet. It was b's, she always wore it ever since she was born. Now that she gave it to me, i have to treasure it. She specifically told me to bring it with me wherever i go. And i did. Although its something thats got to do with buddhism, that doesnt really matter to me.

I was hopping around and i read some of you guys blog out there. And i concluded that i couldnt understand what some of you guys are getting at. I have no idea what you are talking about. But never mind. mummy bought ice-cream for me to eat yesterday. And while i was studying, i fell asleep. Actually i was more of sms-ing till i fell asleep. And today MORNING, i was eating it. Then i switched on the tv and saw the swimming event for the asian youth. sat there and watched for abt an hour. Then i went to bathe and here i am now in front of the computer. Im going to do geog worksheet. And watch the youtube videos. SEE YA:)

Its something i must accept.
And that i pray that the media would stop adding more pain to their family. Amen.

me and guofang meeting up today with my parents and some other parents whom i know. We are just gonna pop in cos we are so close to her family. Im in all black.
Im gonna pay her the last visit. Yes i am. i shall be strong and not cry.
I have tons of homework but what to do? To come to think of it, theres really alot for me to finish. PLUS, theres a test tomo. But not counted. But it still shows your attitude towards learning. Hence i still must study. Im sad now, cos i have so many things on my mind now. Theres 4 periods of chinese tomo. IM SAD!!! And i hope tomo would be a better day.

Sorry for not posting as often as i did.
So many things happened. I was so unstable at home and in school.
I just wanna thank those who comforted me no matter through sms, call or in my face. I really really really appreciate all of your words.
Sorry to make u guys bring so much tissue these few days.
I just wanna say a prayer.
Dear lord, i wanna thank you for such a wonderful friend who had been by my side since young. I wanna thank you for her. Even though now that shes gone, i hope you may let her rest in peace. I also pray for her family members, to be strong, and always lay all their worries and fear upon you. And that they can get on with life as a family together. I pray that no matter what happens, you will be with them forever. That they may lay their pain upon you lord and they may take care of themselves well and be upon them.
In jesus name i pray,
Amen.
Sometimes, life is really unpredictable. One lesson learnt, cherish every single one even those that we may dislike becos we will never know when they come and go...
No one would ever want this to happen. No one ever knew this would happen. If this is what god has planned, we have to accept it. But i really wished that i could have treasured her more. Dearest friend, although you are gone, im sure many people would remember you always in our hearts. May peace be upon you.