Mummy, please. Give me a break.

Dear you, you made me so heartbroken you know. The words that you said just made it seem so......i dunno. Im lost. And thats it, im lost. I've lost too. Im afraid to lose you but at the same time, you want me to go look for someone else. I dunno how to tell you how much i dun want to lose you. My gawd....

Went to orchard with parents. It has been really long ever since the last time i actually shopped. Had a drink at macs in the morning then was rather surprise to see someone outside tangs. And i love the perfume there you know...omg so nice.... then my parents kept taking newspaper from the mom, then the dad then my friend. Then my mom forced me to give my friend the chocolate and i kept whining. And she even told me to go accompany him and i told her that he will be disturbed by me if i ever go and accompany him. Then she let me off. :DDD Was walking and suddenly someone called to piss me off. You are asking me for a favour and yet you expect me to go home straight away. How selfish can you get? And i actually asked if i can help at night and you just gave me such a rude ans. Omg i just slammed my phone and was like then wtf do you expect me do? And i believe that if you don't want to do something with a willing heart, you might as well reject the offer in the first place. Ahya forget it.

How i wished you could leave me alone. Since you doubt me, i suggest leaving me alone is the best cure for you.

Well, today got back history paper. I passed on the dot. 50.0. Well, most of us failed common test paper. Screw that teacher who failed me. Time passed so slowly during maths. kept looking at my watch, watching the seconds ticked by. Slacked through the entire music lesson and talked abt escape theme park and all that thrilling games:D I was extremely tired out today hence i was behaving weirdly as said by liming and yi hua. Well nothing much though...live lesson to discuss abt teacher's day present. Chinese only 2 periods instead of 4!!! YESSS!!! WHOO!!! Wrote zuo wen. I have a really strong instinct that shes gonna read out my zuo wen and make a fool out of it. Anyways, went for lunch after that and polished boots. It finally shined:)))) I love myself. Fall in for roll call. It has been a very very long time ever since i last did roll call. And firstly there was no timer and i was shocked okay. I was like looking around for jolene. Then dav was like sheryl time! I was like huh omg huh orh ok. Then i like devotion today. This is like one of the first time i actually sat through the entire devotion cos hcl eat up devotion. And devotion today was touching. Ok maybe not. It was impactful and they were talking abt the movie. Its abt the football coach who struggled with many failures in his life. career, family and etc. And, i was touched by the determination though. And i just realised that i actually admitted deafeat even before i tried. And she said championship trophies will collect dust but its actually the memories not the things. Failures are hard to accept but without failures, we wouldnt learn how to be a better person. Well, it was really good. Worship was funny. Yihua suddenly turned off all the lights and it became a disco ground. Badgework was alright. Did some girl stuff. Like bracelets and keychains. I thot i would suck at that but it turned out okay. I did keychains instead. Drill was good. Im really glad that they did well today even after all those scoldings from me. And officers and seniors praised them. Well, i guessed they were good today. Anyways its all their hardwork that counts. Have to do a writeup to officer abt our contingents progress and our aim. COUNDOWN TO DRILL PRACTICE BEFORE DRILL TEST: 1 more practice. WOW. At least i finished the syllabus. But i havent perfect it. OMG moses!!! Im so scared. Then talked to ms heng abt drill test with jolene. What drill test and zonal ones. Whalaoeh. Then stayed with jolene and bianca for a little while and ate sweets again. SUGAR RUSHHH AGAIN. And ms heng kept aksing me what happened to me today. Like did something happen? Are you okay? you looked so tired. You looked as if you blanked out. I was like huh?! oh tired tired. Then went home and yeah~
took this from liming's blog. I lazy to repost so i copy paste from hers. ENJOY:))))
yesterday when we were in perisia,
litong wanted to buy ice-cream or ice-pop
then me and sheryl there.
then sheryl stop litong form opening the cover
SHERYL: eh, you dun want to treat liming food then i dun let you buy
LITONG: you think you own this shop one arh?
SHERYL: eh, nono. i dun own this shop. I own this thing. *hug the whole thing. the ice cream and the ice- pop that thingy'
YEAH thats abt it. Going orchard tomo. HAIYA...ma is going to shop like mad again.

p.s ben news actually said my lips is squishy???? I was like HUH?! We got kiss before meh???

HELLO GUYS. Wow i see that my tagboard id flooded with all sorts of things:P
Well, i havent been online for the past few days. Like 4 DAYSSSSS!!! I havent touched the computer at all lehhh. So proud of myself:D HAHA. For the past few days, was feeling a little crapped up. Esp tuesday. You wont want to see how i screamed at the girls during drill. It was terrible max. Cos practically i failed maths and eng summary. And i didnt do that well for bio. Hence i was really disappointed with myself as i really did study for it. But art, geog and hcl did made up for it. HAHA. I shall work harder.
Anyways, bowling yesterday was ok larh, as usual. Except for the fact that brenda was standing in the next lane beside me. Suddenly! She threw the ball and it actually bounced into my lane. I was like Piangeh. And we couldnt stop laughing you noe. It was really hilarious. And that gay instructor actually held noelene's hands. Whapiang damn funny. Then lim wei was the most entertaining one for the day. My gawd... i promised her not to say. So...shussh. Then went to heartland to make keys with limwei and carine. And they pangseh me after that. Then i saw jolene at KFC. Hence i decided to accompany her for awhile. Then i saw this boy in cat high uniform, but i couldnt confirm it was him. Then in the end went to the mrt with him. I swear it was damn embarassing. Oh my gawd. So we both kept quiet. And im sorry to make you wait for an hour plus:((( Anyways, i dream of bear yesterday.
Well today was ok larh, i think chinese oral was a little screwed up. Plus the fact that hou lao shi kept laughing at me and calling me xiao ke ai. Whalao damn distracting can... and she kept giving clues sia. Damn funny. Then went to meet the rest who were all waiting for me. Then saw melissa and wanted to hug her but i looked away. Then chua pushed melissa away and hugged me. AND ME BEING naive, thinking that the person is melissa, hugged her back till i turned my head back and got a shock of my life. Treat liming to ice-cream and litong was the funniest. Gosh. We kept poking fun of her and she actually believed.
Well, i hate the anxiety before orals, guess what? Just right before my turn, i have cramps. Whapiang can??? Then during lunch time, i stood up and everything gushed out and i quickly sat down. OMG. So uhhh~
Then walked liming home and walked home myself too. Yeah thats abt it.
Blog another time then:)))

Wells shannon said PL girls are bitchy. HAHA. No comments-.- im one?

I have a sudden urge to chop my fingers once again. Like how i did it today. Using red markers to draw hearts and stars on my fingers. They are fun you noe....you guys should try. But please do remember to rub it off before cca.
I dun feel like doing Bio paper. I had a shock of my life when i received it. The male reproductive organ was printed big on the first page. LMAO xia si wo. -.-

I shall explain why am i unlucky today. First of all, i forgot my wallet which means no nametag, no badge, no money, no ezelink card. Which means, empty uniform, no food and absence of sch. Piangeh. THEN, i realised i forgot my keys too. Which means, no going home. Wells at least im at home now, thanks to my ah ma:)))) I love her to bits:D Took back arguementative essay. Well at least im contented with what i got:) Took back Lit too. Recess was as usual. Had 2 free periods of Bio. She gave out some notes and every page that we flipped to was diagrams of reproductive organs. WOW. And i am not sick, im just stating what i saw. Firstly, i did some notes BUT IN THE END, i ended up in a deep conversation with guofang, shannon and liming. We were talking about some serious yet we cant do anything kinda conversation. Then suddenly, amanda and calista joined us. Then we talked abt bernita. Amanda said she dreamed of bernita and touched her. omg. Ultimate sadness. Then before i could actually say anything, i cried. omg so embarrassing. Then history was ultimate boring sia. PE was boring. IT test was darn boring. Went home with guofang and thats all.

Oh my gawd. I cant believe i was so stupid to patch up with you. Now i understand why people said i was stupid and that why am i called DA BEN DAN. Sheryl ho, when can you ever become smarter?

Once again i got cheated. Once again you lied. Once again you toyed with my feelings. I treated you as a friend despite the countless times of being betrayed. What is wrong with you??? Have you not realised that without us, you wouldnt be what you were today. How ungrateful can you get? Do you know how much hurt have you caused to the people around you with the words that comes out of your mouth? Seriously, im really tired of all your nonsense. Maybe you can leave my sight from now on at least for the sake of me. You broke my trust. I promise i will never believe you ever again.

Mrt is like one of the scariest place. I shall decribe what i see.
One day, there was this couple PDA-ing. BESIDE ME.
Boy: eh i love you alot you noe.
girl: yah i also. Shall we do it tonight?? (kissed the boy)
(me plugging in into my music)
THEN! THEY STARTED TOUCHING EACH OTHER! The girl was the grossest. She placed her hands on the boys erhum and started touching there. I was totally disgusted you noe. Oh ma gawd. They kissed from serangoon all the way to Clarke Quay. Yeah.

Yesterday, i finally glued my butt to the floor to read some newspaper as i havent been reading them for a longgggggg time:) Then i saw this really funny article on this guy, holding and shading his dunno wife or girlfriend with an umbrella WHEN HIS WIFE WAS SWIMMING OUT IN THE SEA~ Imagine you swimming and ur love one holding an umbrella for you? OMG so hilarious sia....
Yesterday night went to Sim Lim Square to get a new earpiece. Its white in colour. And went OG with my mom, the one at bugis. Just outside this OG, theres this woman who swung her arm 90 degrees forward and 90 degrees backward. And as a UG girl, i would think that SHE IS MAD. OH MY GAWD who on earth will use so much of a force to walk larh. Then theres this woman near the fitting room, her fwen waited for her outside her room and when she needed to try on another shirt, she actually opened her door and herself, being naked. I was sitting near there and my lucky eyes got to see everything. Then i got tired and we all went home.
Later, mommy is gonna buy crab. So we are gonna eat crab. Yeah~ And we are going to parkway.
And i forgot to mention. On friday, it was the first time i took the circle line. Ok larh, i admit im abit slow but....i dun take train mah. And so, i got so facinated by that travellator. Then at Bishan mrt, i saw cat high boys. One of them pushed me just becos he wanted to catch the train. But eventually all of them couldnt catch the train in time. So we all waited. Suddenly, this guy was like reading my shirt. 'kick me im awesome' Then i turned to look who the hell was that. Then he lauhed and looked away. Then my mom was like giving me that look. Then we boarded the same train and i sat down first with my mom lagging behind. AND THEY FREAKING SNATCH AWAY MY MA'S SIT OKAY. Oh man, and so alighted at Serangoon, i walked extrememly fast cos i like the travellator:DDD And i thank god someone wasnt one of those boys there.
Anyways, i miss someone but i dun dare to tell the person. Ya.
Okay, thats abt it. Tomos monday again. SIGHHH monday blues.

Im going to be guai and cut my fringe and im gonna layer my hair. I feel sad. I hate it when i have to go through such mental trauma when cutting my hair.

Oh man its finally saturday:DDDD HEHEHEHEEHEHE. Yesterday, went for cca. Mummy and papa brought me to sch. And the security guard was like hmmmmm cannot go in. Till amanda and liming was shouting my name from far "SHERYYYYYYYLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!" Then the security guard was like okok go in. HEHEHE. THANKS GUYS:DDD I LUB YOU. Then walked in...smiled at amanda and liming and was feeling really sotong cos i wasnt feeling that well when i reached the sh though. And then said bye to them and saw poor calista limping behind. Said hi and went up to class to meet up with the rest. Saw litong on the way up and she was like HUH SHERYL YOU STILL GOING FOR GB??? And i just smiled at her. And her jaw dropped. Reached class. 8 flight of stairs nearly killed me. According to rachel, my face was white. And yep, went down for devotion. Watched a movie. It was super duper sad and touching. Its abt having faith in god and persevere on. This was one of the first movie that i actually kept quiet and sat still. Maybe becos i wasnt feeling that well either. And went up for platoon time. It was funny. The sec 1s kept hamtam-ing me sia. We played double wacko and suddenly my heart nearly came out of my throat. I swear it was sooo scary. But in the end, i still had to run. I was ren-ing throughout. And thanks to yihua, i managed to sit down once again. Then drill was alright. It was much improved. I was quite relieved. I can see the effort put in. Wells, im sure they will become good gb girls one day. And i actually punished them to lift up 90 for a minute today. And i did it with them. It hurts both innerly and outerly. But it goes a long way to succeed yes? And i didnt remember my drill was that awesome in sec 1 though. I really hated drill but i guess drill comp practices really changed everything. So, yeah was trying my best to teach them well and trying to perfect everything but i understand the difficulty cos i went through it last time. It was hard to have good drill:))) It takes a long time. OKOK, so me and moses were trying to perfect the basics and at the same time, stuck in between teaching other things. There are so many things to cover and we are only left with 2 weeks. Its sept 10. We seemed much stressed than them. And my officer just had to keep telling me to go back to the basics and we are stuck sia. I cant do anything... So i just had to believe that god will guide all the commanders through such mental trauma. So as promised, i have to stay back next tues to teach moses commanding as she will be the commander on that very day. I cant do much... not a single word or more specifically, reminder is able to come out fom my mouth. SIGHHHHH i dread that day, seriously.
ITS FINALLY 22 AUGUST!!!
Anyway, cca ended at 6.30. And i actually stayed in sch with jolene and all to play till 7.20. WOW. And me and jolene kept eating sweets. Non-stop you know. And we both had sugar rush. And davina was being really funny by throwing her skirt and shirt at us. And we were laughing like mad cos she looked drunked.

At home now, feeling nauseous due to the injection yesterday. Mom's with me today, looking after me. Apparently im waiting for shannon to be online facebook cos i needed to tell her something REALLY IMPORTANT. Anyways, im going for cca later. Mom's accompanying me once more. Im in pain also, but no one cares. OKOK, im going to go sit down and polish my boots now. BYEBYE.

Well, saw this thingy somewhere : If you try to let go now, you might not find the way to have the person back in your arms again.

Wasnt life meant to be good? I agree with shannon. God have to put us through all these problems. Why? Wasnt life meant to be enjoyable? I've never wished that would happen. Nobody did. But it eventually happened.

I realised the gap, the distance and that i cant relate to you anymore. Thats why i've decided to stay away from you and not go to school tomo. Im sorry. Seriously i cannot relate to you and even telling you my problems make me feel so insecure and afraid that you would make wild guesses and stuff like that. Not that i dun trust you but its the other way round. I used to share it with you in the past but, not anymore. I cant find a way to.....i dunno. Well maybe im just tired. TIMES OUT.

Ohwells im back. Feeling a little weird and even weirder. I think i got shocked just now and that i havent recovered from my shock hence feeling a little funny... But im contemplating whether to go to sch tomo.

Today walked to school like a zombie. Having to climb up the stairs and walk with my legs wide open. Its damn pain okay. Self revision became a period whereby we have to come up with an item for teachers' day. So we came up with songs. Like black or white.....if you wanna be my teacher it dont matter if ur balck or white. LOL. Recess so walked down AGAIN. Whapiang its as if im pregnant kay. Maths was boring to the max. I was actually counting the no. of windows in my class. And counting down to the end of the period. She and her 'when someone teaches you some knowledge, you ought to lift up your 2 buttocks and thank her' philosophy. English was as boring as well. Got back compre. Bio was eeee so i went to sleep. She kept saying the word egg and erhum so we kept laughing and laughing. And she showed us this video and she said : this is sperm okay, not raining arh... I was like WTH. And someone asked how do they find the egg and someone said use GPS. Anyway, i slept through. And Lit and geog was the most boring one. I fell asleep. When i was in the toilet today, they found out i actually urinate and they screamed~ And when i was abt to sit on the floor, they screamed too:))) HAHA. Its really painful. Tonight gonna stich, oh my gawd. I cant believe i need to stich, as if i've just given birth sia. Ok enough abt that. Anyways i have to do so many things....IT blog, Chinese script. Whalao...whats wrong with the school?

Shannon went kids' kampong. I want to go also....*whines* But she promised a fish for me:DDD I like the songs, colour and away by alarice:DDD

This morning, i got caught my that prefect. AGAIN. Saying that my fringe is unacceptable. Fine, i shall and i will cut it by this weekend. Went through Bio test answers. Now i realised that i have screwed up my bio too. Chinese was okay. And calista couldnt walk today. Looking at the state of her legs, i can see that shes in great pain or something. She have to like fall on the floor to sit without bending her knees or something. Anyways, art wasnt really productive. Chapel wasnt really great today. But many people loved today's chapel. I dunno why but i dun seem to find any meaning in all their songs. With them singing Jason Mraz, im yours? But they were awesome though. The guitar guy just asked me where was the toilet before chapel. And i actually led him into a female toilet at first. NOTE THE WORD AT FIRST. So free time after that and went for DNT after sch. And that teacher indirectly said that i was stupid. -.- she very clever meh? And went home, found ma at home. She took urgent leave to like what?...go shopping? And on the way home with foo and all, something happened on the mrt escalator. We were going down the escalator and i was looking at the opposite escalator, there came a boy and a girl in uniform. They stepped on the escalator, kissed all the way till the end of the escalator. For a moment i thot i saw 2 guys till i saw the ponytail-.- and i was like erhum...(looks away) then chua started giggling away. And she kept turning around and looked. Damn funny. My innocent eyes!!!! Then went home, feeling tired, bathed, talk crap to my ma, sleep. Sleep all the way till 7. Went for taekwondo and i suspect i tear my down there. So pain sia...too long never go. So now im actually walking with my legs open, cannot close. Ate dinner then im here. Tomo is Hungry ghost month. Oh my gawd im scared. Not forgetting the fact that im scared of ghost, esp in the dark. And not forgetting that i still owe foo a kiss....*sigh*

Labels: One more kiss

Firstly, people, im very sorry to say this but i shall say it. MY HP sms BAO LE!!!! Oh my gawd... so that means, i have to survive 3 more days without sms-ing. SAD SAD SAD!!! Ahya can one larh...
Secondly, i have a big problem with the people in my contingent. Theres a girl called Tan leanne and another one called Le anne Tan. WOW.
And im feeling sad cos i dread sch. And i cant believe that my mom actually encouraged me to pon school. WOW. Amazing!

This morning, i ran out of the house becos my ma disallowed me to go to school as i was running a fever. So i took my medicine and ran for the car. Then i told my father to drive me to school. So today, i was feeling really drowsy and i fell asleep during every lesson except dnt today. Like duhhhh... who dares to sleep in her class? so when i reached sch, this hilarious thing happened.
prefect: excuse me, your hair colour is unacceptable in PL.
me: i never dye my hair.
prefect: can i have your class?
me: i said i never dye my hair.
prefect: oh ok, then can i have ur name instead?
me: oh my gawd i never dye my hair...
prefect: name?
me: wth...(hides nametag)... charmaine.
prefect: class?
me: i never dye my hair you know...
prefect: index no?
me: 1.
(walked off)
Every fake details.
DNT was gawd.... tiring and plus my skin got sawed off okay. And it dropped out... so pain lor. Plus the fact that dust were going into the wound and i have to keep washing my thumb. And i thought we could finish it today but.....sian tomo still have to stay back to finish it up sia.
And i owe melissa 2 kisses today cos we were playing this finger jumping game which i dont know what it is called and so ya, i owed her 2 kisses. Which i already gave her one today and totally regretted giving her my first kiss. HAHA jkjk.
Chinese lesson was the ultimate funest today. Firstly cos chua and fiona wrote this long chinese essay to melissa saying that she has been flirting and bullying them and not paying attention to them. And they freeaking signed off as hu min's niang. GOSH. And hu min found out and took it away. So the 3 of them were called back after lesson. And she read it! And i was mentioned in the note...something like why she always touch me her and there and everywhere... something along that line. So hu min tried hard not to laugh. But she didnt really scold either...whapiang they damn heng sia.
Then she read out those zuo wen that li ti. And mine was the last to be read out. And the whole class couldnt stop laughing at my zuo wen you know....i so sad can??? Cos it was really dramatic and i swear you guys wouldnt want to hear it cos u will like what?...Die of laughter or something? Anyways, i just embarrassed myself BIG TIME. Argh anyway i failed it cos i li ti. Sad right? And she came up to me and ask me whats wrong with me lor. Say what i always write well and this time, fail so badly or something like that. And i think i failed my maths and im kinda sure abt it. Its just a matter of failing or failing with flying colours.
Drill test contingents are finally out. And my contingent cant stop laughing at me. They are just sec 1s and they think im like a clown just becos i told someone not to scratch her butt when marching or something. And they just kept am-chioing. All the way till drill ended. And i told them not to day-dream abt their boyfriend or something during drill. And i was freaking tired. And that my fever came back during english or something.
Ok, my hand is tired. Shall stop here...
BYE:)

Finally everything is downed. I've waited for this day for so long sia. But results are coming back soon. Gosh. Im scared. And today was kinda fun and i am given the name, SUCIE. But the daisy joke was funny. TEH-SI. And rachel lim and her bao zhu. So we were talking abt whos pretty in our class. And analysing pretty girls. Bio was boring as we just watched that video for the entire 2 periods. And the 3 letter word was repeated many times aye. And i like the bian lian performance put up by the master of sichuan. It was hilarious becos the guy kept twirling his antenna as if he was a cockroach lor. And the girls screamed when he suddenly jumped down the stage... And i am suppose to stop school and start picking up bian lian instead. Ok, im going out to play now~
C YA.

Omg. I feel so crapped right now that i feel like killing myself. Seriously why do people have to change? WHY??? Oh my gawd. Now that i am so screwed. Especially for my maths paper. No use crying over spilled milk though. Blame it on myself for not studying hard enough and not as intelligent.
Sometimes comments from others made us feel really really upset. And people always say that dun take people's comments seriously. But frankly speaking, i cant do that. Because im someone who takes comments really seriously. And i must say im pretty much affected by this. I feel really really really bad and i basically hate myself. So if you were to say nobody is perfect, then why do some people expect us to be perfect??? WEI SHEN ME???
Oh my gawd... i hate this. God, get me out of this.

Hello. Geog and history downed. Learnt about some stuff. Knew how much a idiot i was. But its okay... at least i know now.
Tomo lit. My brain is dead and my heart is numbed, esther's too. And we actually numbed together. GTG study seeya.

And im so disappointed with myself for chinese oral. Everyone did so much better than me. I feel so crapped. Oh my gosh. I hate my life.

I feel so damn disappointed. But i dont wish to say it here. Anyways, i didnt deserve that few marks more. I seriously shouldn't. But i already did. Things can't be undone. I just wish for forgiveness for everyone who knows this. If you guys do not understand, try reading it again and again, you ought to get it. But it was out of my unstable mind during that period of time. arghhh forget it.
Today, we said the pledge in malay. I don't understand a word. Ok maybe some simple ones.
Then dnt was kinda alright today although we got screamed at. Geog test was okay. 20/22. I guess i shall buck up. Nothing much.
Went to stand in for NDP. And i guess wenhui should rest. But at the same time, she trained so hard. Sighhhhh. I guess not marching for such a long priod of time makes my drill suck. It sucks okay. Seriously.
And went back with amanda and all.
I gotta go do my homework:D
SEE YA'

Today we played with a heart. A real one. Poor darling was kinda scared. Wells, nothing much interesting though.
And i have to plan drill tomo. And i have yet done so. AH theres no commanders! Uh, plan tomo larh.

HEY GUYS!
I cant believe that im actually in the same class as liming in kindergarden. OMG we both didnt remember each other! Maybe we werent that close. I was flipping through those old photos today and i was like AH LIMING! Gosh so hilarious. She looked that same though. Its just the miniature. HEHE.

Well im writing a note to davina. She saved my life. Ok, maybe not so heroic. She lent me her mufti skirt cos i forgotten to bring mine. Whats wrong with me??? And shes sick. I hope she feels better now. And i really wanna thank her. And i couldnt imagine that i actually could fit inside her skirt. Its actually quite comfortable. Cos this was the first time my skirt didnt drop. And i must say that rachael's skirt is terribly loose. OMG it dropped off my waist while i was crossing the road, heading for st lukes. Anyways, im glad i didnt burst her skirt. YAY. -.-

As much as i dont want you guys to leave, but maybe thats the only way to let go of the past and move on.

Labels: ONCE LOVED

First things first. I like the NDP 09' theme song. 1 month has passed. Really fast. And now that bear's family is moving out. Maybe things will get better when they leave this place.
Im having flu, cough, throat infection and basically im sick and not feeling very well. Im suspected to have H1N1 so i guess i should stay away from people these few days. In case i pass my germs to anyone. I had a slight fever yesterday and mummy brought me to see a doctor and i slept at 8. And today i woke up at 10. Oh gosh i slept so well...
And today i guess im feeling better. Just that my voice sounds horrible. Ok, i shall study study study. Im really glad that i didnt fail my math test. Thank god. Although i know its still not very good as compared to my friends around me. But i guess i've already tried my best. So im contented. Chinese oral was much screwed up. I shall work hard for the papers.
OH i cant wait for NDP. And i got team merit award. And at the same time, im promoted to coporals. :)
Well i guess i didnt post for a long time as you can see. I thought i could post yesterday but i fell asleep. :)
Ok, shall post again another time. Maybe tomo. Byebye.