Im downed with throat infection. Its terrible and im at home completing my NYAA booklet. And its somewhat completed.
Seeing you that day, i waved. But i waved with choosing not to give you a second look. I could but i chose not to. Because seeing you just made me wonder if you are a good friend to me. Maybe you were but whenever i see you, i think of whether a good friend really share the joy and sorrows. You shared the sorrows with me. I know that. And i appreciate you even more then. But it slowly fades off when i came to realise that you only listens to half the story. When you are are happy or sad, i celebrate and cry with you. But deep down your heart, i know you didnt appreciate my presence that much. But i chose to believe you did, until that day i really do not know you anymore. I don't know what goes through your mind till now but i think i should care less about your opinion.
I slowly fade off from clique during recess. And thats becos i realise im in a different class from them and no matter how hard i try to be with tham, its hard to fit in. Not that something happened, but no matter what i do, there is always this sense of not being able to fit in with the A classes anymore. Maybe im stupid and they're smart so no matter what i try to do, there is still this existence of not being able to fit in becos we are on a different level and their conversation often leads me to no where.
ALRIGHTS, WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE BORN IN MARCH???
guof told me not to discriminate march babies. :D HEHEHE
Yihua was sick yesteday, i hope she gets well soon.
I just realised that i still owe chua a valentine heart card. A bigger one. But i guess i could only make her a regular size one. With no upsize as i dun have anymore special paper.
I have to stop coughing in the shortest possible time becos theres camp coming up this weekend.
OH OH OH. I need to do more housework to complete that 20 hours. I only did 4 hours sia.
Will blog again soon when i find time:D
ZAI JIAN:DDDDD