You asked me why had i changed so much. I will have to say that the image that u saw me today was somehow the real side of me. Haha okay.......its actually the situation that caused me to change and not that i changed that caused the situation. Do u klnow why i showed my real self? Its bcos i tolerated so much that i really cannot tolerate it any further. What if i tell u that i actually dun like her from the start of the year but i actually tolerated for half a year. I always keep everything to myself and i do not tell the person straight in the face cos i always feel that i rather myself being hurt than hurting other people. Thats why. I dun think that hurting others is the way but i rather hurt myself . So ya.... But now its different. Cos she drived me crazy liao. Now, i dun even care if i care and i dun even care if she care cos she cause me to feel that there's no point whether i care or not cos that person never cared at all. Okay.......so cheem........but never mind read till u understand lor but me myself dun even understand what am i toking about.