There are currently a lot of things on my mind now......
So, i shall just start with school today. Damn slack. And i felt like asking one question. IS THE WEATHER HOT OR HOT ARH? whapiangeh damn warm pls. Its warm and humid. Had a teacher-student conference. Nothing much. Didnt talk much either. Just these 2 words: no problem. Then fill up some form. Spring clean our class. I finally saw the amount of dirt our class accumulated. Damn dusty.
Zoo was fun. Finally my buddy was a nice girl. Shes cute too. Shes nice. And HOT. Haha. At least it was so much better than the previous one. After that one, i practically had no confidence in small children.
Now im thinking abt corporals. Really worried. Im not sure of how to teach and its just 2 days away. Im going early on sat to sit down and bianca is going to calm us down. AHHHH. I hope i come back alive.
And it just reminds me of kindergarden days today. I remembered how i was bullied in school by friends and even teachers. Then i didnt tell anyone. Then i remember that i cried everyday while walking to school. That there was once that my mom saw me going to school with my grandma and she saw me crying so hard. And i kept saying i didnt wanna go to school. Haha i still remember those times. And she told me how heartbroken she felt abt that as she thinks something must had happened in school thats why i cry everyday on my way to school. Damn sad. I hate my kindergarden days. Thats why i hate people who bullies me. And i remember theres this boy who always helps me and we always run around. But sadly, i forgot his name. And i forgot how he looked like but i just vaguely remembered him. Haha. So sad. I miss him. But he probably had changed. I wouldnt know.
Today was just ultimate fun and ya............