Everyone is either rejoicing or asking me for more help. TYVM. Im vexed up. Why is everyone given a second chance and why didnt i? Why? Theres no one who listens out for me. Everytime my phone rings, i hope its someone whom i can talk and just talk and the person just listens. But that doesnt happens. My phone rings for me becos i need to solve problems for people. Hello do anyone of you guys out there actually know how i feel. I doubt so. Cos if you do, you wouldnt add on to my burden. I feel stupid. Stupid for helping others and at the end of it all, i aint rewarded. Who says god sees my effort? If he did, he wouldnt have done this to me. You said god has a plan for everything. I hate his plan then. God doesnt want any of his children to be sad. But he's making me sad. I hate the school. I just heard of some bias facts of why ppl had their appeal through but i shant state it here. Theres never justice in this world. I actually hope no one is reading this cos im ranting away abt my life. I hate to do so. But i guess this is the only way to pour out everything. So what i guessed was right. unseccessful. Luckily this time round, i didnt carry a single hope with me. People were telling me not to be pessimistic and DunBeSad. Easier said than done. Just take yoursellf as me and you will know how difficult it is not to be sad.

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