Becos my phone rang, you slamed my door. Thinking that i've not been studying due to the usage of handphone.
To you, i am always not working hard enough. My friends are better. They are working harder than me. Scoring better than me. Sometimes, i used to wonder why did i ever got into 2-2. I dun deserve a place in that class, its too good a class that i shouldnt be in. I just wanna say that im very stresssed up in this class. And i know that my results now, i cant make it in the rest of the year. And i dont think i will try anymore. Like now, right now, im struggling so hard with my studies and cca. Im very very busy but i still have to go for drill practices, commanding practice, outings......etc etc. Im tired for god sake. My SL is always bothering me and i have never voice it out. Im busy. And shes telling me that shes busy so she need me to always be there. I just feel like saying: theres sometimes, i really cant help u guys. There is some times, i have my own stuff to do and own stuff to worry abt and so i cant promise myself to be there teaching drill all the time.And she is always irritating me and i really dont know what to do.
As u can see, my maths and science is dying, i really dont know what to do. I've tried my best but my best=your worst. You think i want such results? I thought u would say: work harder. I was wrong. U just said: you cannot make it any further. Yeah i know that, so why not give up now than cry later?
My class, my friends are very hardworking and im not. So when i fail, some of them will go: EH AHYO how to fail one? U never study isit?
Im tired and its not that i want to give up, but its i have to.

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