The game of acceptance. Whether i want to accept it or not, its no longer a choice. The disappointment that comes by again. Knowing that you were the one, just made me realised that i lost a good friend. Knowing you for quite awhile. The times spent, those memories, based on what i know, you werent that sort. Now that everything changed overnight, i really want you to return back to what you were in the past so that i can still understand you. I am really really really sad to find out this truth and i just want you to know that its wrong. Sometimes, knowing the truth hurts. I am so very tired. So please spare me the agony. please?Today was okay. But i just wanna say something to a friend that im really care for. This post is dedicated to you, so you better feel honoured okay.
First things first. I am so sorry to make you cry today. I didnt mean it. And i just wanna tell you that: dun be sad. Even if you are, all your friends, family is there for you. They are always there to support you and to share the pain with you. So you are not facing all these problems alone. Never were you all alone in all these. If you think life is unfair, well i just have to say that: it was never fair. Problems set in so that we learn to be stronger day by day. So i just want you to cheer up and yeah~ HAHA wait arh....i lost for words. To tell you the truth, when i saw ur hidden tears this morning, i was really sad. I know i will never understand the pain that you are facing but those tears that i saw was so saddening. And dun ponder too much about it kay.
Wells, i should talk to you another time. I find it hard to express my words, my thoughts, my everything today. Monday then. Dun keep it inside you, you can talk to any of us. We will always be your listening ear:)
OWELLS, today im sick. Fell asleep during CME test. Slept for half an hour or so. Was feeling terrible but didnt want to go home. So tried to save energy by keeping quiet. I am lazy to sum up my day so i shall just put it this way: happy but yet unhappy. Guofang's philosophy: dun emo, later become emu. HAHA.
Till then'