When life is going to end......u will think that u should have cherish everything beforehand. We people always wait till something is going to be gone forever then we start regretting over some things...........like things that we have not done........things that we took it for granted...........things that we didn't really cherish it when we are alive. People normally would say that there is still a long way ahead of us but i dun think i will have another chance ever again... I know that leaving everything behind now is too sudden but i just want to tell all of u that no matter what happens.....u all must continue your normal lifestyle and do not let any devastation go against urself. I just want to say to my friends that.....of course it is both painful for both u and me and it hurts even more when i think that what if i end my life just like that leaving my friends....my family.....my school.....thinking that what if i just leave them just like that and i never ever going to have a chance to see them ever again......meet them ever again..........talk to them ever again..... Maybe all that i can do now is just to continue on whatever that i can continue.......treasure every single one of my friends.........trying to stay as happy with them just for the last moment before it is gone. If i dun cherish that moment that is given to me..... when it is forever gone, it means that i will never going to have a second chance to do whatever that i want to do ......need to do.....and even wish to do. I really hope that i can spent the last few moment with my wonderful friends before i leave this world.......before i lose it all even before i wanted to do it. I put everthing down at rest and put hatred to a stop cos there is of no more use even if i hate u before.....i have do so.....

I think i lived my life to the fullest and finally....i have to say that i am contented. No matter what happens....... friends, u must live well. Trust me.