Science really killed me. Chem paper came back. And i scored a F9. Okay maybe i suck but a least i know i've worked hard. I remember i've sat down there for abt 15 hours??? to study for chem and yet i scored a freaking F9. Maybe i was careless, i dunno. Basically i just need to work much harder next term. Im not going and i cant afford to screw up Bio. I need to freaking score well for my Bio so that i dun drop or retain. Cos i know i didnt do well for geog, history, maybe Lit and chinese and MATHS. Just kill me larh.....im dying....After handing up the paper, i was alr at the most i dunno wad to say state. And liming was like sheryl, what did u get? I somehow thot that i should just tell her how badly i scored cos we cant hide anything, its like printed big on the marksheet. So i told her and she went OMG then i freaking cried okay. I dunno why i cried so easily but all i knew is that all my hard work put in studying for chemistry were gone. All i knew was i didnt do well and ya.... my time and effort was wasted. And maybe i cried becos i think i bottom the class, i dunno, not sure and probably dun wanna know. I can just imagine mr teo coming up to me once again and asking me what i will do abt it. Last term, i said it was becos i had no time due to competition. What abt this term? HUH?! I dun think: i will try harder next term is a good answer. Becos no matter how hard i tried didnt work out. And when my friends who scored so much higher than me, even though they failed too, but to me, im dead. They said they will drop or retain or maybe in a not so good class. What abt me? shit larh. im just going to study and keep studying. Thats it. I post later.