Okay.... i am now real piss with my mom. She doesnt understand how tired i am after i come back from drill and she just start asking me when will we get our report book. I told her but she didnt believe me.... she was like huh... but jia mei says that it is on the next day.....then i was like.... okay i am not sure of this and my teachers didnt really say anything about it.... then she was like....eh but jia mei told me that its on some other day.... so i got pissed for dunoo what reason.... i havent been piss with such stuff for many years.... so ya i got real piss and thought about why did she rather trust someone else than the own daughter? What the hell man...i wanna eat ice-cream now lor.....im like so piss and but i do feel guilty for replying: i dunno lah. I havent been so rebellious and naughty to say such stuff to my mom before. Okay never mind. I am okay with her now already cos she just brought me a drink.
Drill today was painful for me. My leg hurts like crazy but i still continued to do it. I know im crazy but the commander wasnt really in a good mood today so i didnt bother. We had theory at first becos of the o levels going on. So we couldnt do drill but instead davina came to teach from the basics of the basics of the most basics of falling in. And the funny thing was she drew a smiley face on her elbow and so she was trying to indicate that if we dun lock our arms when lifting our arms to 90 degrees when marching, too bad, she will have to draw a smiley face on all of our elbow so that when we lock, it will just be a face and the mouth is like somehow just a typical straight line and so those that never lock their arms would be like damn obvious cos the commander will be seeing the face smiling at them. Smart of them to actually came up with this idea that all of us is afraid of cos its really quite embarrassing to walk around with that smiley face drawn on our elbow. Yup so she taught us long commands which i do not understand at all. She was like bergerak kekenan bertiga-tiga and all of a sudden a sekuad akan menghadapan kehadapan kekenan pusing came out and i was like so blur that i went all blank. So forget it. And i actually found out that it was basically just kekeri/kekenan/keblakang. So its just that the command is long. Never say earlier. In the end, we were let into the pri sch parade square and we had a choice from our commander whether we want to to tanda penanda or long commands. The ans is like so obvious that is tanda lah. My gosh man. Its like so much better than long commands but we have to accept the fact that one fine day, we still have to learn it. But i shall put it aside for a moment. Oh ya tanda penanda is really easy once u get the whole process of it. U can dun even listen to the commander and do it correctly cos i said it was a process. Except when she semula us then it is a different story then. Justina semula us about 10 times today and when we were running back to the place that we fall in, halfway, she was like yang tinggi kekenan, rendah kekiri dalam satu barisan paras. SO u can imagine how stunned we were and so everytime, she will say it when we were running halfway through. After which is the dari kenan berdua bilang and i was so unlucky to be dua cos i cant do it. I am those that are like damn inflexible as the first time, i said se so i couldnt let myself accept the fact that i was dua. Next was nombor ganju satu langkah kehadapan , nombor ganju satu langkah keblakang gerak. So i took a step backwards and found myself really out of dressing. So damn embarrassing. Then the orang yang di-sebelah kenan diam, nombor ganju kekenan, nombor ganju kekiri, barisan kekenan dan kekiri pusing and so i just found out that my individual banging was incredibly loud today, so i was stunned. It was damn loud and i felt so weird. We also did some homat and i felt that i was super blur today. I reacted super slowly to every command that was given. After drill, its so funny to talk about how the officer who is going to be a guy who will be going to check and inspect us inside out on the day of the drill competition. Then i confirmed one thing which is yi hua is going to help us get the gold award by flirting with the officers. I thot that was a good idea. And oh man i did something real bad and i feel so guilty. Sorry. I didnt mean to do that. Sorry jus.